reflections...

reflections of my week...
the settling in of a new friendship
over loaded at work with the grip of anxiety coming and going
saying no to something i started, it just does not work for me
again, coming to the conclusion that i do not fit a "mold",
and i like that. i want to just be me.
being physically pushed in hard bodiez with 2 really good hard workouts.
who knew pushing a wooden box could stir up so much emotion! :-)
love it! hate it! loved seeing ramona at the end of the "push" smiling.
a commitment to a beth moore event with a new friend,
i know that will be a sweet time with spiritual pouring in from beth,
and time for us to grow deeper in a friendship that has been birthed so quickly.
being blessed with so many faces in my work place that i have grown to love.
please, let me be a source of jesus love there... with his love overflowing from me
so that is splashes on those all around me.
some heaviness in "wishing" life was different for a dear one that lays on my heart most days.
i cannot "fix" it.
i know the pain - she presses on - she endures for the sake of others that she loves and puts first.
god showed up at small group. a great night. i loved being there. sweet community.
i love being surprised.
i feel very loved and held by the one who made me.